thank you to all of you...

谢谢你们。。
你们的陪伴，在我的生活内增添了不少色彩。。
thank you for all of you for accompany me walk through this path...
although it is hard, i am sure that all of us will be able to face every obstacles together...
hope that we will enjoy our college life...
hope all the best for each and everyone of you...
May God Bless All of You....

Happy + shy…

We had started our prayer group yesterday….
I was quite shy as I seldom and can say never having such prayer group before…
My roommate becomes our leader because she had such experience before…
She taught us a lot of things that I never learn before…
I learn how to read bible, how to express my own feeling based on the words in the bible…
I was really happy although felt a bit shy in front of my friends…
I hope this prayer group can keep on continue…
I think that such prayer group will help us more in understanding Jesus words and let me be more close to Jesus….
After the prayer, I felt relieved…. Even though I still left many works to be completed in short period of time…
Thank you Jesus and friends for guiding me…
Thanks a lot…

haih...

He had fall sick again…
I just wanted him to rest early, but he refused…
The reason is he wanted to finish his work as he had a lot of work to be done…
Haih… what should I say…
I just allow him to do so…
I don’t want him to be too tired…
I know he had not enough sleep these few days
Coz he had to pass up his work soon…
the only thing I can do is just pray for his health,
keep on reminding him eat medicine and drink more water..
since both of us seldom meet, I can’t have more time to be with him..
we only keep in touch through SMS and call….
I just hope he can recover soon…
And I also hope he won’t easily get sick again..
This is his fourth time fall sick in three months time…
MAY GOD BLESS U DEAR…. Love u..

hot day...

i had being sat in cafe for almost 3 hours...
this is my first time spending time doing works at cafe...
although it was hot, i still manage to complete half of my presentation needed tomorrow..
thanks god for the idea given...
as compare to days before, i spent my time in room, take a nap and watch movie through laptop..
but today, i was quite suprise...
how can i could stand the hot weather outside and warm atmosphere inside cafe for such long time...
i really salute my patient...
the weather outside really can make me feel like inside oven...
no matter how much water i drink, i still could feel the heat...
huh... really hot...

BACK....

i had ame back 2 college yesterday..
again, busy exhausted and tired life is waiting for me...
huh... how can i spent my life in such a way?
haih.... don know what say..
i am the one who choose this life and i must continue it...
no matter how hard is it, i will not give up...
thank you for those who always be my side support me and help me..
thank you so much..
especially to my parents, my friends at here and him...
thank you.... i love you all..
may God bless all of u...

好累 + 幸福 。。。。

繁重的课业让我快船不过气来。。
有时好像放弃这里的一切离开。。
但是，我清楚的知道那是可能的。。
我会加油。。。 我不会放弃。。
我相信我一定熬过这一切的。。。。
有了他的陪伴让我知道我并不是一个人的。。
他的呵护、他的关怀让我有勇气的面对一切的难题。。。
谢谢你。。。

thank you so much......

i almost cant breath because of those works given...
i m scare that i might not finish the works in time...
even though i always say ' there would be something to pass up when times up'..
still i cant cheat my own feeling... i admit i really worry about my works...
at the moment i almost give up, he still beside me...
he supports me.. help me whatever he can..
i really tired of everything...
but i am glad because of his accompany, his love, his care...
thank you very much dear.. u really help me a lot...
ur words make me feel relax and no more worries...
i knw sometimes i had make u worry about me...
i m sorry for everything that i had done wrong...

huh... relief....

i know what had happened 2 him le...
he just stress of his coursework..
he scared that he might not finish in time...
i can feel out he is not in good mood..
i should be more understand him...
sory so much for being too childish...
sory dear... sory much dear...
i don mean it...
now then i realized u really mean important to me...
i really care about you... just sometime cant stop control what i think...
i should learn to be more understand you, care about u....
i know our relationship is not being built up easily... i will be more patient...
i will your good listener... i just hope u can share whatever u wish to share...
i hope there is no secret between us.. especially about what u feel at every moment...
just want to thank you for being so love me, so care about me.... thank you for everything dear...
i Love u... i really do...

moody...

huh... i had a quarrel with him... he thought that i was buzy doing my stuff...
he don ask more and juz ask me to continue my work...
i juz wish him to concern more about me and yet he juz end our conversation like that...
is it my fault for not telling what am i doing?
he juz do according to his own feeling..
he never tell me what he is thinking about...
really dissapointed...
cannot accept a person like him...
if this the case, i think that our relationship will end soon... haih...
tired of such kind of relationship...
i wonder how deep is his love to me???

happy....

don know why i felt happy since i come back to kuching...
maybe because i can met my family and especially my dearest boyfriend...
last night was my first day be together with him after we being together for almost 1 month...
happy.... happy.... happy....
i went back to Lundu as i had a gathering wif my friends at the beach....
but i felt shocked once i open my hotmail...
waa... miss ong had given us homework for the coming holiday!!!!
haih.... got work again....
i think this coming holiday i cannot enjoy again... have to complete the work before the date to pass up...
i will jia you de....